we can’t love our neighbors till we know how crooked their hearts are

So, here’s the kid, Gabrielle Marie Antal, The girl who played extreme barbies. An interesting child, I was back then. And honestly, I can’t say I’ve changed much.I don’t exactly have the same hair color i did when i was little, i’ve actually dyed it atleast over 10 times.  but whos counting? anyways, I still have those big blue eyes. 

I’m definitely my fathers child. And I am the oldest child, with younger brothers. When I was little, I used to be my parent’s favorite thing in the world. That changed when my mom had the next two, though. We would have family over, and have cookouts all of the time. My friends and I would run around in the backyard, catching lightning bugs while the adults sat on the back-porch, laughing and telling stories. Those were the best days of my life. I’d do anything to have them back again. and I guess you could say I have friends. People I see every day, people that know who I am. but no one takes the cake, like Alanna Rae Davis, she’s my bestfriend, she’s my sister, I’d do anything for her. shes the only person I completely trust and can count on for anything and everything.
but, I have a lot of insecurities, that’s why I’m alone a lot of the time. But it’s not like I’ll talk to anyone about it. Who’s going to want to sit and listen to an 16 year old girl’s problems? but I mean,my grades could be better, but I told myself my this year that I was going to try harder. Math’s my worst subject, though,
but the one thing I dreaded is people being mad at me,If you could give me one chance, I would do anything to be your friend. I would do anything to make you smile. I was the one that apologized first, even if I didn’t do anything.
 I’m the short, clumsy girl that  who stumbles over her words, and falls up stairs.

Well, now for the deep stuff.

I drink and smoke on occasion. That’s kind of a lie, because it’s more than ‘on occasion.’ It’s actually pretty often. anyways, all of my other habits aren’t as serious as those two. I sleep in too late, I talk too much, I can be really loud, I love to spend money,  and I love to talk about myself.  I’m also very sullen and I have a cold heart. it’s just the truth, I’m not going to sugar coat anything for anybody. That’s not the person I am. I love to play the piano, even though I’m not so good, but one day, I dream to play a piano on the beach, i dont know, it’s just something that I’ve always wanted to do, yaknow? I can only say about four words in another language, and I’ve taken beginner’s French five times. I’m insecure. I’ve passed out in my front yard when it was snowing outside.

And as far as looks go, I have a lot of my father’s features. I have his weird nose and his bright blue eyes. My hair’s even the same shade blonde as his  All of my mannerisms are from my momma. Genetics must have known what it was doing, because I was evened out pretty well. 

To sum it up, I’m Gabby. I like taking long walks on the beach and watching cartoons early in the morning.

Nice to meet you.

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