not like this really matters, but tonight I literally went through all the videos on my computer from my webcam… and it almost felt like a mini document of the last 3 years of my life. it made me really happy and really sad at the same time. seeing the videos me and my ex took, to the videos I took with my old friends… it kinda sucks that things changed so much. I know that’s life and blah blah, and dont get me wrong im happy the way things are…but I miss the way things used to be at the same time.. I wish I could just relive it all one more time.